Monday, 17 December 2012

up down

Mood adelah sgt x bes... mgkn sbb semalam kene hentam mase present bel.. really not satisfied bile kene hentam cmtu.. sgt loser aser yer.. cam gampang..siyus.. aku.. kne petik name.. ase cm apela bodoh sgat aku nie.. yes, i admit, im not a good presenter.. mgkn sbb aku xtaw pe yg aku nk present sbb part yg aku wat telah di present oleh org len.. so, wat 2 expect.. aku bukn fulltime yg 24 jam bley hadap buku.. status pn part time.. tp care target aku cm aku sgt terok.. ok.. just take it as one comment.. gat, n aku pn dh lame taw bende nie, x sume org suke or ok dgn aku.. tu dr dlu aku taw.. tp, bad temper aku senang gler dtg skang.. em.. sbb aney pampered aku sgt ke? mgkn.. hehehe.. sgt manje.. skit2 mengadu.. tp, bkn tu ke yg purposed n reason why we are partner.. so, xla menje secare bekeliaran.. hahaha.. stick only wit 1 guy.. enough kn.. hohoho... tp die je la.. ngan org len, rilek je dorg hine aku n wat aku down.. pas down, cite kat aney.. tu je keje aku.. cite..cite..cite... xdo keje len.. tp mgkn tok avoid aku teros jem n stuck dlm pale ngan perasaan yg serabot.. n skang nie adelah ruang legar yg akan dibuke bile perlu tulis n ckap somethg yg x ok.. huhu.. sorry blog, u are not my priority.. just needed when somethg happen.. ekekeke...  

* seriously... sgt x ok.. dh la xdpt g desaru pasal kelas bodoh nie.. pastu kene hentam plak.. then ngan ahli group yg sgt bekerjasama tu.. seriusly.. aku memg stuck dgn keliling yg aku x comfort n sgt memberi dr menerima.... sgt x balance.. aku perlu rest kot.. dr wat keje tp org len dpt more appreciated... ke dorg ase dorg dh byk bekorban.. ke aku yg prasan lebey?? ape pn.. need to refresh this thing.. make me feel so annoying la ngan environment camnie... 

* need to be more stronger than i expected... owh.. start to feel the stress due to work+study.. not everythg can take as simple as it was... sometimes to put much effort to bende n subject yang xde final n just general subject tu for me just a waste kot... ye la.. admit la.. memg ade important die to know basic pasal natang nie.. tp seriusly.. xperlu nk stick sgt kot.. bende nie bley jd flexible base pada superior punye demand.. bukan sume bos same care.. len2 kot.. so, why nk fix sgt... lg pn bkn wat report pasal kite ye background course.. tp pasal general issue kot.. so, why so schematic sgt.. pelik.. sometimes to recognise n understand what others opinion n method make me sick..

Friday, 26 October 2012

REALLY HAPPEN???

emmm ape nie?? ok.. aku ase something yg sgt xbes.. em.. tp aku yg nk sgt.. tp siyus, aku sgt buntu.. aku rasa nie yg terbaek tok semua... for the sake of both side.. maybe.... happy?? em, of cos not.. i already lose someone really mean to me.. Allah, please give me strengths.. really need it right now... hope i can get through with it... 

P/s : sori for every single thing i ever done.. i didn't mean it... never find someone like you, who really can close to me... you really something in my hearts.. but.. i need to do this.. i think.. i'm done with all i can do... for the rest.. i just leave it and just wait what God have written for me.. from now on, all will be in my history...Finally, never think i will decide like this as my final answer...  (26/10/2012, hari raya kurban, 1715)

Thursday, 27 September 2012

ehh

Assalamualaikum.. hehehe.. bajet je kn.. tajok ehh ade lah kerane bru pasan dh dekat sebulan x menulis n menyibok2 taip2 bende2 yg nk d tulis.. ekekeke.. hakikat ye memg bkn aku la nk tulis2 sgt blog nie.. nk cite2 sgt pasal aku nie.. idok ler teman.. lek2 je suda.. agak nk tulis layan.. xnk tulis bio.. hehehe.. ok.. since idop pn mcm dh ubah tanpe d sangke n sekelip mate.. this is the update data about the new life n new style of life.. but, still with the same people all around me.. sbb still xtuka tempt keje.. bru nk tuka hq 4 bulan pn ade dh bising2, sentap2.. so, akak pn wat2 lek je la kn dok je kat k.l.. hahaha... 

frens :

- still manusie2 yg same yakni yg terdapat d tempt keje.. kawan lame cm biase la.. silents and kawan baru mungkin la sbb ber aktiviti gak d waktu koje n berkhusus.. ye.. ri tu kursus kat INSTUN for the 2nd time.. tp jumpe kawan bru.. nuha name yer.. JKPTG kedah.. tp asal org penang noha nie.. koje je kedah.. ekekeke.. die adelah roommate aku kerane aku avoid dok sebilik ngan dak nie.. rimas.. opis muko dorg, masok kelas kursus muke dorg, xkn bilik pn nk hadap dorg.. bale name yer.. ahaks... 

awak:

- osah2 la org yg same... hahaha.. walaupn byk kali cobaan aku tok stop.. tp, awak, memg terbaek.. hahaha.. sgt rajin melayan prgai merepek saye n besabo.. mane nk crik replace wak.. xdpt kot.. sgt selese ngan wak.. tp, hahaha.. byk dugaan kite kn.. tp xpe.. kite cube.. partner till the end ek.. bestfren sye n peneman sye.. dunie akhirat=)

life :

- suddenly telah menjd student part time d Uitm Shah Alam ( PLK) dalam Building Survey setelah berhempas pulas meng 'apply' n dgn bantuan tgn bertuah kak yanie yg tipa kali col ade org nk angkat, make berjaye la aku mendapt.. pe pn, terime kasih tok sume yg doa kn n membantu.. Alhamdulillah... =)

merisaukan :

- kontrak akan expired pd 31/11/2012.. hahaha.. cm makanan plak nk lupot2 kn.. so, nasib xtaw g akn d sambg atau tidak.. so, preparation yer adelah meng update resume n mengapply kerje2 yg berdekatan tok back up menampg idop andai berlaku perkara x di undang.. pe pn, hope evrythng will be ok.. InsyaAllah.. rezki kn pemberian Allah, tgl nk crik je.. 

take note/ perlu amik taw n peke :

- blaja n focus sbb ade 13 weeks je pn kelas, then teros exam.

ni je maklumat yg otak saye gat skang.. ade mase kalo gat pa pe t saye tulis lg.. saye la sgt.. ahaks.. ekeke.. chal mere bai.. Assalamualaikum 

ada-Mu =)


Thursday, 30 August 2012

its all about =)

SEMUA YER TENTANG DIE - AUBURN KATE.. EKEKEKE


Wednesday, 29 August 2012

KETERINGATAN =)

Odw ke opis.. dgr lagu nie.. gat kamu =)

perlu ke tulis bende yg manis2 pasal anda d sni.. ye.. perlu, kat f.b t open sgt plak.. hahaha... tp nie short entry dlu.. t saye tulis bebyk ek.. hehehe.. so, layan lgu nie.. dgr lgu nie, gat sye ek..


Friday, 17 August 2012

menyakitkan =)

i'm dying inside.. =)

previously is wat had happen.. its already done.. nothing u can change.. please understand of the word PAST... 

fine.. keep ur head straight... keep u'r feet on de ground.. dont fly to high.. u'r hurting u'rself.. stop... ignore... accept what done had already done... nothing u can change... face is, deal wit it or other choices, stop it.. turn ur way to another path.. 

the choice is u'rs... GOODLUCK